Tag: trauma
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The Purge and PTSD.
“Delusional pain hurts just as much as pain from actual trauma. So what if it’s all in your head?” – Tracy Morgan Tonight I watched the movie “The First Purge”. It’s a story of a ‘new’ type of American government scheme to solve the social problems of poverty and other issues. It’s really fucked up…
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Father Wounds.
“So much of what we learn about love is taught by people who never really loved us.” – r.h. Sin I watched the movie “The Shack” on Netflix for the second time. I weep when I watch this. The main character, Mac, is in a car accident on his way to possibly confront his young…
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The Pain in the Process
I feel as if I am coming apart today. I feel like my arms and legs are disconnected from my body and my insides are turned around. I feel completely and utterly and inexplicably drained of energy, emotionally, and physically. These pains, these memories, these old traumatic events and nightmares that haunt me – they…
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Hair, Shame, Judgement, and Power.
I shaved my head for the second time today. The first time I shaved it about a month ago, I felt angry, overcome with emotions from some past trauma with my childhood that I was revisiting. I shaved it in tears, not fully understanding the sensations of feelings that were flooding me. Today, I did it…
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I Want to Heal.
I want to heal from my traumas and hurts and pains. I want a brighter tomorrow to feel more whole, more MYSELF, and more integrated instead of feeling like a Picasso painting with so many breaks and cracks in my personality and mind. It is painful and difficult as past traumas and memories come up.…
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